Saturday, October 31, 2009
   
i realised that i have really little time to _______

anyways, im in indonesia right now. and my little cousins grew up to be adolescents, and somehow i feel old. 10 years down the road, ill be 31 years old. 10 years, 3650 + 2 days, 3657 days, if you walk a swim 3km a day. in 10 years time, you'll probably reach america.

10 years will probably fly by really fast... 10 years ago i was ermm p5? im still this fat ass shit walking around in moulmein primary school. 10 years ago, david tao already had his 2nd album sold on the market. 10 years ago, the new york twin tower were standing.

i wonder how many 10 years i have, how many saturday i'll get to live.

and yes as usual i think too much. by tomorrow, ill prolly have forgotten what i have wrote in this blog since i hardly, in fact never re-read my entries again.

but i do hope... that ill change. change darwin change, thats what i typed yesterday, but today im the same old darwin. im as useless as ________________ cause surroundings pushes me, changes me, shapes me.


well.

i ought to sleep. bye bye

 

darwin  奇跡見えない。

Thursday, October 29, 2009
   
firstly, sorry dre. i cant make it to your party.

******

 

darwin  奇跡見えない。


   
so here comes the trouble.

andre, im sorry if i can't make it to your party tomorrow. something really shitty came up.



sighs.

change darwin change. change darwin CHANGE!

 

darwin  奇跡見えない。

Wednesday, October 28, 2009
   
i wanted to blog but messaging yaogu on facebook made me forgotten what i wanted to write. weird enough?

the only thing i remembered was... mr bruin is in china now. if he goes back to sby, how am i suppose to contact him..? hahhahha. indeed bbm is the shit

 

darwin  奇跡見えない。

Monday, October 26, 2009
   
because you have nothing to lose, that is why you fear to gain..?

 

darwin  奇跡見えない。


   
NOTICE: if you don't find your face here, don't worry about it. besides its not like i have photos of everyone.


So i finally changed my blog template, like after i don't know. 1 or 2 years? i actually stamped a date on the previous template on the day i finished the template, but i forgot whats the date. i think its 2007 something. anyways don't be too shocked if you don't see your face.

i wanted to write something emo but the above entrance paragraph isnt even emo... so i guess its hard to write something emo for the rest of the entry.

theres a reason why i made this template. but its hard to explain anyway plus i got no mood to write an explanation since im quite certain there arent a lot of readers. it just goes to show how bad/small my social circle is. well well.

in short... this collage consisted pictures taken from end of 04, to now (2009). all these pictures mean a lot to me, rather the people inside the picture have like.. played a significant part in my life. yeah great i forgot to put weiping inside... and zihui and joyce and OMGGG!! ( hey its not my fault, i love you guys but i dont have ure pictures! )

okay so why did i explain.

 

darwin  奇跡見えない。

Thursday, October 08, 2009
   
不知道。也不想知道。可口可乐，我觉得人的口还是最贱的。哪里会乐啊！！！！！！

好像放弃一切，跑到一个没人认识我的地方重新开始生活.
あたらしの人生ほしな、けどちょっとむりみたい。なんでおれはここにいるの？なんお為にいきてるの？人は怖い。でももっと酷くて怖いの事は、人からのことばだろう？

やぱり、この世界のなかで。。。。。。。。＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿。くそやろ、きらいよ。

 

darwin  奇跡見えない。

Wednesday, October 07, 2009
   
之后的路。。。到底要如何走下去！

 

darwin  奇跡見えない。

Monday, October 05, 2009
   
我觉得当上帝制造地球的时候。。。他故意把地球做成圆形。应为圆形象征着团圆，团聚，最重要的是象征着平等。应为地球是圆的，而如果从地球的中心点开始到地球的任何的尾端，距离都是一样的。

虽然地球是圆的，虽然世上有很多的人权主义的国家。。。可是世界是不公平的。公平的话，共产党国家就不会被淘汰。人都选了资本主义，应为每个人都要发财，过得很富有的生活。虽然很多人都说。。。钱不是万能，可是没钱却万万不能。人生要过得好，并不是靠着钱而已。可是我觉的社会是个很现实的地方，没钱没地位，没地位没话说。

我已迷上了金钱。可是我却懒得要命。人家发奋图强，而我呢？。
发粪图墙。哈哈哈。。。有时候我知己也搞不懂我在这网上在乱写什么。我希望在我有生之年，可以赚到人生的第一桶金。(因为我要光宗耀祖！）哈哈哈哈，天啊。。。我好有志气阿！只是希望这志气会陪伴我走的人生的终点为之。

 

darwin  奇跡見えない。

Saturday, October 03, 2009
   
“在一个风和日丽的下午。。。。” 瓦啊啊啊这好有中学的感觉。每次写作文的时候好多人都会用这个句子！天啊。。好烂阿。有些人更烂。。“在一个风和日丽，阳光普照，。。。。” 我记得那个时候老师就有跟我们说，这两个成语是一样的，没有必要重复它们。

阿敏啊。。今天祝你生日快乐，希望你心想事成，要什么得什么！！！！今年的你已二十一了，可是我觉得你成长的比别人快。所以我相信你可以找到知己想走的路。如果你迷失方向的话，我希望我会在你身旁引导你。（我希望而已啦）。你也知道我的可靠性很低。。。哈哈！对不起今天没去你的生日会。老实的说。。。我是有一点懒惰，而且我觉得去你的派对会很尴尬，应为我也不认识你的朋友。所以我也不想去那里二妨碍你，免得你得应酬我。。。太浪费时间了啦。总而言之，我就希望你有个愉快的生日会！

今天又是星期天了。又一个礼拜过了，天啊。。。感觉上时间过得好慢，可是事实上时间过得好快。不知不觉已过了一个礼拜，不知不觉我也在这里过了一个多月了。真的岁月不饶人。。。我觉得我好像变老了。脸变得好处，反应也变得迟钝了，就觉得我变的笨笨的！我得好好休养身体。。。在美国把身体变得不成人形了，自己也变得好自卑了。有时候一天只吃一餐可是还是这么胖。该死的美国。。。拖了快餐店的福而变得这么胖。算了。。。埋怨也没用。还是脚踏实地的去运动瘦身疗养疗养身体吧！

我先在就去吃妈妈亲手做的午饭！！

 

darwin  奇跡見えない。


   
说啦说来去都是面子的问题。生活真可悲。

 

darwin  奇跡見えない。

Thursday, October 01, 2009
   
有时候，我会问我自己，金钱和幸福，我能不能同时拥有它们。

幸福的日子。。。好难过啊。想要的得不到。想给的给不了。有时候就是觉得我越来越不了解自己，不知道人生里到底在追求什么。

世界一直在环绕，而我也因为被地球的吸引力吸住，跟着的绕。地球的吸引力也把我的梦想从天空中，拉了下来。我的梦想就像那些宇宙里的星星。可是却偏偏被地球的吸引力而抓住了。从那大大的巨石，掉进地球的大气层。慢慢的燃烧而越变越小，最终变成了流星，散发出它了最后的光芒。燃烧完了。梦想也挂上了个句点。


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